Tuesday, 29 September 2009

• let me tell you about my love for this man:

  September 28, 2009

  I feel that if I lived alone, I would not do things like cook whole meals, or transfer the laundry from the washer to the dryer right away.  I feel that I would be lazier, and more than likely unhealthy.  I would forget to eat more, and lose track of time when it came to sleeping.  I liked living alone, for the short time that I did, but in reality, I prefer to live with you.  I like that even though you don’t MAKE me do anything, I still do them.  You’ve never disrespected me, or asked very much of me, and I like that.  I like that when I make dinner for us, it’s because I want us to enjoy it together.  It’s not that I don’t like making food, it’s just that it’s easy for me to mess it up.  My parents tolerated my experimental food for almost the entire duration of me living with them.  For that, I applaud them.  “Bacon with tomatoes and rice?” -  “yeah, ok, we’ll try that.”

  Not that my father didn’t have much to do with my upbringing, (this is only partially true) but I admire my mother for embracing my creative spirit, and my urge to experiment.  Sadly, my “urge to experiment” was not always supported, but in hobbies and art, always.

  I love you more and more every time that I speak your name, and today more than yesterday, and less than I will tomorrow.  I love you for many, many reasons, but your openness and support are also reasons.  I hope that in our journey together, where ever it may take us, we never stop supporting and guiding each other.  Here now, both of us are at a cross roads in our lives, and I would not rather be here with anyone else.  You are strong, and I love that.  You are amazing.  Your willingness to continue learning is something I admire so very much in you.  Your desire for continual knowledge makes you the ultimate student, and thus, the ultimate teacher.  You have vocalized your support for me numerous times, and I hope that when the time comes for you to need me, you will not forget that we are in this together.  THIS is anything that we may need to face and over come.  You are not alone, my love.  Please don’t ever think that you’ve lost everything, for I am here for you whatever path you choose. I love you.

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