i don't even want to look to see when i last post was. i do remmeber telling my mother that no matter how hard sh tried to get me to close my accout, i would still keep it open even through college. stubbor bitch i am... anyway. i don'thave anythign to write really.. i mean, i could just randomly post updates:
- ryan and i broke up a few monthes ago...like october.
- i started dating m y manager from work, mike.
- things got kinda serious, so i found another job.
- i no longerserve tables (woot) but am not making enough money, so i might go back to that.
- mike and i are looking for a place together. even thought him and i ahave only been seeing each other for 9 monthes, i feel really good about this.
- ryan is getting married in january (right, we'll see... he can't commit to anything.)
- seriously tho, no hard feelings about that, we're both happy in our lives. c'est la vie.
- i am TOTALLY stressing over the next 2 months.
- I'm thinking about joining a coven, and am slowl but surely realing not what i DO want, but what I DON'T. Lots of crazies out there. but I didn't need to tell you that.
- I'm crrently at th dance studio, listening to irish music. (it gets kinda annoying after 2 hours.)
-after i moved out of ryan's house, i stayed with mike for a month before finind my own place on ft. lauderdale beach. it's nice, but i lived my dream long enough, i need to find something more realistic, and closer to home. wow, i hate being an adult.
- not gonna lie, i'm pretty scared about moving in with mike. i'm scared that we're gonna end up fighting all the time, and it will be a mistake, and we're going to come out of this hating each other. I told him that, and he said, "well, if we're going to come out of this hating each other, then it was going to happen anyway, so we might as well not prolong the inevitable." the other day he made me feel better about it, because he pretty much told me that i wasn't in this alone, which is something that would have been nice to hear last time i was getting ready to move in with someone. ((grrr..... i will not say your name.))
- I listen to moms talk about how awesome their daughters are in dance, and how they have been dancing for soooo long. (by so long, i mean, they have been alive less time than i have been dancing.) I've been dancing for the past 17 years... most of thes kids are like 12 or younger. blaa....
- I feel that sometimes, i haven't grown at all... I'm still a little girl inside. this is both good and bad.
- I'm getting tattooed tomorrow by PL at Rockabilly tattoo. PL is really good. he's one of the better in south florida. like every one knows his work and who he is. plus, he's a super nice guy and talks to you while he's tattooing you. I'm getting a tree on my rib cage. :)
I"m tired of this. Later. :)
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